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Being idealistic is stupid. You apply an ideal to anything that you do and you’re gonna struggle to make that ideal. Just live your life and experience it for what it is.

Cam Avery exudes a rugged mindfulness. Whether Cam is on-stage with Tame Impala or on the 18th green, the tall and introspective Aussie musician stays acutely focused on the immediate next step. Not the larger goal, not the glittering dream, but the next step in the present moment.  

CONVICTS caught up with Cam in his monastic Bushwick loft, where the only furniture is a piano and a bed. But don’t let that austerity fool you: we caught Cam at the tail end of a big night out, yet he managed to give some of the wisest answers CONVICTS has found. We got Cam’s good word on selling out, the importance of avoiding sure things, and the strange Zen of golf.

CONVICTS

What’s going on Cam? To start, tell us about New York City.

CAM AVERY

It’s mental. You walk out of your door and there’s stuff going on. It’s like these veins moving around. I used to live in a cabin in the woods in LA. That was my life, but I think the immediacy of New York City is why I like it.  

CONVICTS

Do New York and LA have different effects on you, musically speaking?

CAM AVERY

Yeah, yeah. Every time I go back, LA has a really good influence on me. It sheens stuff up, cause I have these grimy ideas. I’ve never made a whole record here – I’ve only recorded in LA but, in my opinion, LA has the best studios on the planet. The whole sonic landscape of my last record is totally indicative of hanging out in LA. It’s a city that facilitates ambition. I can gestate ideas better in New York but I can articulate them better when I go back to LA.

CONVICTS

What would New York be, then? If LA is productivity…

CAM AVERY

New York’s about people. It’s about weird people you meet in restaurants who come and talk to you, buy you glasses of wine. The random people who wanna talk to you cause you’re wearing a New York Yankees hat. They wanna talk to you about the Yankees and say like “You don’t know anything about ’em.” I’m like “Mate, I’ve been a Yankees fan for twenty years.” I’ve got eleven Yankees hats.

CONVICTS

Do you find that navigating this sea of people challenges you as a person?

CAM AVERY

Yeah. Whether it’s romantically, or just finding someone who’s got your back. It’s hard to find people who aren’t trying to maneuver you in some way. That’s the only downfall, but it doesn’t take you long if you’ve got half a brain to figure out who’s doing it.

There is something to be said for just being in a place and listening to what people say.
CONVICTS

When you’re songwriting, are you writing from a character’s perspective or your own?

CAM AVERY

It’s just me. Which is sometimes a pain in the ass, but also funny. If journalists say “Oh yeah, that was shit,” I’m like, what are you talking about? That’s exactly how I felt when I wrote it down. Are you saying my feelings are shit? Or the music is shit?

CONVICTS

What are you listening to these days?

CAM AVERY

I don’t like actively listen to a lot of pop music. The newest thing on my iPod is like Leonard Cohen. I don’t really listen to a lot of new music. I like hanging out with Jay and Kevin because they’ll give me the hits of what’s going on. Like trap or whatever. I don’t do it on purpose. I just try to keep my thing in my head, you know? Plus playing in Tame is the best thing in the world.

CONVICTS

What are your thoughts on selling out?

CAM AVERY

At the end of the day I’m the one who has to live with it, you know? If I sold out one day and made pop stuff just to make money, then I’m the one on my death bed going “I wish I didn’t do that.” I look up to Nick Cave and Tom Waits and Leonard Cohen, they’re my three favorite musicians who have just stuck to their guns their whole career.  

CONVICTS

What about Neil Young on that Supreme ad?

CAM AVERY

That was the funniest thing-that is what New York will do to you. When I’m walking through the street and I see Neil Young on a Supreme ad. New York can do whatever, to anyone.

CONVICTS

Switching gears, did you have music in your life growing up? Were your mom or dad musicians?

CAM AVERY

My mom. She’s a brilliant singer. The only reason she didn’t have a music career is because she had me at like 21. So music was always in the house, I was always encouraged to sing, and then as I got older and my parents separated my mom would pretty much exclusively play like Aretha, Presley, Ella Fitzgerald, Louis Armstrong, Billie Holiday, in the car. Mum encouraged me into it, but not as a career. Mum was like “Never be a musician.” Her uncle is a pretty good musician. Same with my family back in the UK, but none of them really did anything with it, so she was just like “don’t do it.”

CONVICTS

What does she say now?

CAM AVERY

The funniest is when I tell her I told you so.

CONVICTS

Did you have a ‘fuck it’ moment when you decided to chase music instead of sport?

CAM AVERY

Yeah, there was that ‘fuck it’ moment. To be a professional sportsman, you have to have a side of your brain that wants to – even if I’m playing my best friend and they’re down in the dumps and losing – you have to wanna put your foot on their jugular and just stomp. I don’t have that. It literally came to that moment where I didn’t want to win anything anymore. I just wanted to make stuff. Cause winning consumed my brain.

You look at Tiger Woods, Lance Armstrong, any good swimmer, anyone who’s ever been like a brilliant sportsman has that point where they cheat. Every coach I’ve had in my life has said, “If you’re not trying to cheat, then you don’t really wanna win.” I’m very process over product.

The only time I’m completely calm is when I’m doing this. It’s me and this. There is only one way to do it. This way.
CONVICTS

Why was it music in the end that was like that thing you had to do?

CAM AVERY

I feel it the most. No one’s ever asked me that. ‘Cause sometimes I’m like “what am I fucking doing?” but – this is such a cliche – when I’m playing music it’s just the best feeling I’ve ever had.

CONVICTS

Can you talk a little bit more about that feeling?

CAM AVERY

Yeah so my Dad’s a pastor and my brother is a shaman. My brother said to me, “You’re always like a hundred miles ahead of what you’re trying to do, verbally and emotionally. But the only time I see you living in the present moment is when you’re playing music.”

The only time I’m completely calm is when I’m doing this. It’s me and this. There is only one way to do it. This way.

CONVICTS

Right on. Can you talk a bit about your creative process?

CAM AVERY

I don’t try to write songs – it could be a good thing or a bad thing for me – I wait until they come. I hate trying to grind out songs, I fucking hate it. That’s why most of my songs exist in voice memos of me on the train pretending I’m on the phone. I’d rather wait.

You need to feel something when you’re writing a song, ‘cause then it means something to you and you’ll remember what it is. I see songs or art as milestones in your life. You should be able to remember why you made that. That’s what I wanna do. Like I don’t have any fiscal goals, you know? Sure, if it works out that I can get paid to do it, great. But like, I’m happy to just work. If in 10 years I’m pulling beers, I’m cool with that. I don’t really care.

Outsourcing your happiness is the dumbest thing you can do, and that song is about me trying to do that.
CONVICTS

When you’re not writing songs, is there something to be said for living and getting out there, getting the experience on in your subconscious, getting your heart broken, going out, meeting people, learning stuff.

CAM AVERY

Yeah, yeah. I do that in New York City to a degree. Anywhere else, you can do that as much as you want. New York though? You can burn out here. You can definitely burn out here. I had dinner with my friend the other night and she said, “You gotta absorb stuff. I think that you gotta absorb stuff.” She was like, “It’s different for you. The only good thing you’ve ever written is about relationships and you haven’t had one in two and half years.” It’s forcing me to see things.

There is something to be said for just being in a place and listening to what people say. Having a couple of beers, or not having a couple of beers. Some of the most profound things come from being like “I’m not gonna drink all week” and just see what that does to me. Especially in this place, cause everywhere has a shot and a beer in New York. So if you stop doing that, sometimes you learn.

CONVICTS

On the track “Wasted on Infidelity,” you sing about drowning yourself in the sure things. Why is avoiding the sure thing important?

CAM AVERY

That’s perfect example of absorbing stuff. That’s what that song is about. Being idealistic is stupid. You apply an ideal to anything that you do and you’re gonna struggle to make that ideal. Just live your life and experience it for what it is. Sure things, are the things that you pay for. You buy a beer, you get to drink the beer. You buy the french fries, you get to eat the french fries. You buy a lap dance, you get the lap dance.

That’s what that whole song is about. I’d given up on that idea of seeking self fulfillment from work or human relationships. I wasn’t inspired by anything at the time. So that’s why I wrote that song. The sure things are things you can buy. It’s the sad reality of trying to buy your own happiness. Outsourcing your happiness is the dumbest thing you can do, and that song is about me trying to do that.

CONVICTS

So you’re a golfer. They say ‘golf is the game that doesn’t love you back,’ so why golf? Is it one of the unsure things?

CAM AVERY

Yeah. You fucking smash it into the boonies, it’s your fault. If you lose a tennis game, it’s cause that guy played better than you. When you’re playing golf on your own, the golfer Brett Rumford used to say “work backwards” and it taught me to work backwards from everything. You break down everything you have to do until you reach whatever you have to do next. You gotta get it in the hole, what do you gotta do before that? Get it close to the hole. What do you do before that? Get it on the green? What do you do before that? Get it on the fairway. So what do you do now? Just hit the ball. So the only thing I focus on is what I’m about to do. Whenever I lose focus, that’s when things go wrong for me. Golf will teach you to compartmentalize every decision you make.

CONVICTS

Alright, onto some other important questions. Would rather bring back Bowie and Prince or banish Trump from the Earth?

CAM AVERY

Those guys did great things, they don’t need to do anything else. Banish Trump forever. Bowie and Prince have done it and they’re happy. They had great careers, I reckon they’re chill.

But that fuckhead? Get him gone.

Banish Trump forever. Bowie and Prince have done it and they’re happy. They had great careers, I reckon they’re chill. But that fuckhead? Get him gone.
CONVICTS

If the members of Tame Impala crashed on a desert island in a Lord of the Flies type scenario, what would happen?

CAM AVERY

Lord of the Flies? Nah, we’re all kind of bros. We’d all just start building a raft. It’d be like what we do everyday, use each other’s skills to get out of there somehow.

CONVICTS

Talk a little bit about the relationship amongst the band members in Tame?

CAM AVERY

The good friendship all of us have is very much like family. Like brothers. Brothers who met when we were sixteen to eighteen and sort of moved around in this cloud of smoke. Like bong trooper idiots, you know? We all care about each other’s opinion over anybody’s in the world. I care about Kevin, Jay, and Nick’s opinion more than anyone. I think they have the same thing. That’s why I think that everyone’s so prolific cause we all inspire each other. Kevin lit a fire under our ass when were 18 cause all of the sudden Tame Impala got psyched. Kevin’s a genius, he was just like “make something, do something.” He’s my biggest influence.

CONVICTS

Lastly, what’s the weirdest shit you’ve seen on New York’s streets lately?

CAM AVERY

I saw a guy the other day roller-blading down my street with a small sofa on his head. Nowhere else in the world….This guy had a mid century chair on his head. I was like “I want that furniture mover.”

CONVICTS

Thanks Cam. Take it easy.